Day 1
7/7/2016 11:59pm

Everything is fine but weird. I know something will change and yet I still believe it wont. Sorry, but its me. Everytime I look you in the eyes I'll feel like crying. Because I know we will never be the same again. We will never be a couple and someday in the future I'll lose the chance to look at you that close again. Part of me keep telling myself, why treat her that good when she was the one who wants to breakup? Why do I have to be good to her when you know she would never be yours?
You know why.
Because you still love her.
And resisting her will bring you more pain than before.
But what choice do I have. She's not going to be mine ever again... :)
She's not mine anymore.
Someday she will find her Mr. Right and I'm going to lose her forever.
Dear bloggie, it's really hard for me right now. How I wish we never broke up. How I wish everything will be the like when I'm 16. The first few months was the best moment in my life :) I wish we never changed.