Being together as a couple isn't right from the very start.
I am not able to accept this but yet I do, I mean other than accepting what else can I do? I dont want us to keep on arguing and I dont want to lose you at the same time. You're best thing that had ever happened in my life.
Dear bloggie, I hit her today, and the other day, and another. I have anger management prob since I was young and I really thought she's the only one that I will care enough not to hurt her. I know she deserves someone better than me, someone who can give her what she wants and protect her. But God, please forgive my selfishness, I dont want to let her go. I can't imagine what will happen to me if she's not mine anymore. I knew I promised her that we will still remain as best friends even if she found a boyfriend in the future. I doubt it will be the same again. It will never be the same again without her being mine.
I really thought we will have a great future together, i really do. And I thought I could change her mind...