It's raining so hard right now.. I wish I'm not sick and I could just ran into the rain and forget about everything.
I didn't even know whats the meaning of jealous anymore. And i didn't even know if Im still in your heart.. tell me, is the house still there? Or its already broken into pieces?
I guess soke actually filled up the space in your empty heart. I guess she already replaced me. I guess Im nothing now. I'm just a girl you try to avoid, a memory you want to get away from. Am I that bad or I didn't try harder enough?
Yoongphing, do you still remember xinyu?
Do you know who is she?
Do you rememeber everything you did with her everything you did for her and everything she did for you?
Do you know how much she misses you? & yet she tried so hard not to talk to you just because she scared you will be annoyed and leave her alone for good, forever?
Do you know anything about her?
Do you remember..
I didn't ask for anything more, I just want to be in your heart, the position in it, like old times. I just want you to remember me. & be proud of having me, show me off to your besties. I'm nt a shadow in the back of your mind, im not a ghost of your memory. I'm still here. Why can't you turn around and look?
Please dont forget about me, please.