my story

my story

Monday, May 5, 2014

Hey bendan..
I missed our old times together, the times that you love me so much and would do anything just to make me happy..
The time you took care of me when I was running a mild fever and the time you hugged me so tight when we were watching Sinister.
I missed the time you treated me like your princess
I missed the time when you were the one who was responsible of all stuff
I missed you..
I missed your hug-from-behind..
I missed you kissing my forehead..

There are so much that I missed but am never going to get it back..

I'm so sorry to make you feel annoyed when you're with me
I understand that you need your own space and freedom ..and I understand you're stressful to be the responsible one..

A girl like you, not at all weak but not strong either..
I'm trying to give you what you want now..
I'll try my best to protect you..
I'll try my best to be the strong person that you need.

Please forgive me for not telling you how I feel
I just want you to be happy..
Letting you know about these will surely lead us to unhappiness
I'm done quarrelling with you..

You don't know how important you're to me..
You don't know how much I love you..