....ni zhi dao na zhong ganjue ma? dang ni zai jiating li bu shou zhong shi, ziji de baba he mama dou bu ai ziji, wei yi teng wo de yeye you bu zai sheng bian, hai you ni....ye li kai le. you yi duan ri zi li, wo jue de ji shi zai jia li de sheng huo you duo tong ku, zhi yao you ni he wo yeye zai zhe li pei zhe wo, teng wo, ai wo, jiu yijing hen xing fu le. wo yeye ye yijing hen lao le, yi qian juede, ruguo yeye na yi tian zhende zhou le, zhi sao hai you ni. keshi wo wan wan dou xiang bu dao, ni hui bi wo yeye xian li wo er qu.. ni zhi dao wo xian zai de xin qing ma..? baobei...ni hui jia hao ma? wo zhende hen xiang ni.. yiqian ru guo wo you she me shi dou hao, wo dou bu hui pa, bu hui shanxin, yinwei wo zhi dao you ni zai shengbian pei zhe wo...ke shi xian zai... ni dao di zai nali? ni hai yao zai wai mian wan duo jiu cai ken hui jia...?wo xian zai zhen de hen xu yao ni de pei ban, hen xu yao ni de an wei... keshi wo zhi neng yi ge ren momo de cheng shou yi qie, ziji momo de zai zhe li ku, su bu liao ku... baobei ni zhi dao ma.. wo zhen de guo de hen xing ku hen xing ku... mei you ni zai wo sheng bian de zhe xie ri zi.. wo zhen bu zhi dao ziji shi zen yang ao guo lai de.. ni kuai dian hui lai hao ma... wo zhen de you hen duo hen duo de xin shi xiang gen ni shuo... ru guo shi qu ni, wo de baba he mama zai jia li hai teng wo, na qi shi wo bu hui xiang na me duo.. ke shi yi zhi yi lai, wo cong lai dou mei you shi guo bei tamen teng ai de gan jue, yi sun zhi jian, ni you bu zai teng wo ai wo le... wo yi ge ren... wo zhende cheng bu xia qu le...