When you saw something you shouldn't see..
When you heard something you shouldn't know..
Do you know how much my heart hurts? Sometimes I wish I'm as cold as ice, I wish I'm not me and empty. Not even been a month and you can't hold your horses anymore.. I'm just so tired of everything... so fucking tired... I shouldn't be an open book.. I should just forget about everything and lock myself up forever... I dont deserve this life..