She showed me a video of two girls kissing today.. :) It let me thought about our times together. Thanks for saying that I'll be the only one you want if youre a lesbian. It really meant alot to me :) Sorry...I'm not trying to push you away, there are no 'if' in this life babe...If 'if' exists in this world, no one will be in suffer. I know that it's impossible for you to accept being a lesbian...life has to go on, and youre a girl who wants to be straight, who will be with guys one day, I have to accept the truth and you have to go with faith. Find a guy that loves you, that will treasure you and appreciate every parts of you. Live a normal love life...I know how much you envy those straight couples.. I know how much you want to hold hands with someone in the public without anyone judging.. I know how much you want to show off your babe on the internet society.....I know how much you dont want to be a lesbian :) Maybe, maybe in the next life, we will meet again :)