I dare myself to think about us.. to think of all those memories that you might already forgotten, all those memories that I dont even dare to think myself, and I realized.. all those memories that I thought of are the happy ones.. :) As I'm typing this posts, listening to Charlie's song, my eyes began to water while my mind's flashing through all your smiles and laughters... 5 years.. we part ways, we met again then I left, and now we meet again. But things arn't the same. I'm not the girl who splurts her secrets out anymore, you are not the girl who will smile at sweet little talks too....
Dear bloggie...nobody knows what I am really thinking inside, they just assume and guess.. but they always got it wrong. Nobody knows. I didn't even understand myself sometimes. I'm just a whole blot of messed up gooey. I'm worthless. Sometimes I wonder... how are you able to love an empty broken shell like me..? I dont even deserve a life. I'm all alone. I'm just nothing worth a penny of yours.