Dear bloggie,  she just told me she's going out with her friends tmr and.... Thrs a sting in my heart, I'm trying to ignore it as best as I could. She's right,  she has her own life and I have mine. There's no way the word 'ditch' can be use....once upon a time you will accompany me if you're free, but things change even when you don't want it to. People change and your priority too. You're no longer as important as you once were and new friends will just take up your spot in her heart.. It's normal... I should just get over with it, shouldn't be so naive in everyways..but at least you still care about me a little :) at least you care to inform me and make an explanation.. thanks for treating me this good when i dont deserve it..
..movies alone, shopping alone.. I'll get use to it. I will. Being alone has it's own benefits too,  I will be alright...  right? I just have to get use to the feeling now.. :)
Dear bloggie,  I hope you can help me strengthen up my heart. Help me to be the heartless girl that I once was. I wish no one will able to see through my heart. I'm tired to be the person I am right now.  I'm tired of faking happiness.