Dear bloggie, It's been a really happy day today :) one of the happiest day since months ago...
We went sunway lagoon today, although the money we spent spiked through my heart but the time we spent together was just .....amazing... the way you hugged me in the pool, we played, we splashed each other, our laughter, our kiss..... it's unforgettable :) Never had I thought that we will be this happy today.... I know if the world accepts lesbian, you would not push me away... but then the world isn't as kind as we think it is. You care about the gossips, the opinions, your friends and your parents.... Our love doesn't fit in this world..
These days, you kept texting Max and I felt really..... hollow .. the feelings bit my heart and left a wound in me. I trust you but... the jealousy is eating me up. I tried to smile infront of you, tried to not care and tried to forget.. I tried so hard that it hurts me so much....but after tonight you told me that I'm yours, and I should never kiss anyone other than you. It sounds so cute and so heart warming ..... :) You can never imagine how happy am I... I'm fine to be your best friends if everyday is as great as today :) Thanks for wanting me.... thanks for trusting me...and thanks for making me happy. You're the reason behind my smile and tears.. I'll love you always :)