Another night of crying myself to sleep again... :)
i'm just a person that wont be placed at the most important position in everyone's heart. You never really understand me :) No one does anyways..
Dear bloggie... I had decided. This time I'm going to build up the wall. I'm going to protect myself and prevent people from getting in ever again... I'm tired of getting hurt by people I loved and cared.
sometimes I wonder....what will my life be if I accepted your confession..I should, shouldn't I. Even though you will never be the one I truly love but at least you did try to make me happy, try to understand me and be there for me during midnights when I'm sad.. but I missed the chance and ther's no way to go back to the past again :)
I'm tired...
I'm tired of living a life that I loave..
I wish to leave and forget about everything, forget about her. She was the one who turned me into a lesbian but now she's abandoning me ... :)
I should never trust anyone..
I should never try love..