I'm giving up on you. Best friend or not, I'm giving up. No matter how important you are to me, in the end you chose her to replace my spot. I made up mind. I'm building up a wall again, just like what I did in form 2. I no longer found you worth my wait and care. No matter how hard is it, I'm going to force myself to move on and forget everything about you. It's the only way for me to protect myself. I only had you left a long time ago, even wenyee and wenyi would never know the darkest part of my life. Right now I dont have anyone else anymore. You're gone but life still has to go on. I'm not letting anyone in ever again. I'm going to be a new person, a cold blooded character that i once possessed. Afterall, there's no emotion left in me.