Dear bloggie

I rewatched Yes or No 1 & 2

I could still remember the first time i watched this movie with wenyee...which I cried for the whole night because of you.. :)
I'm so glad that it was over, many things had changed but you're still here, with me.

So, I made cheese tarts ( which was too sweet for anyone's liking)
and I actually cleaned the kitchen, help washed the car porch 
Instead of rotting on my bed thinking abt the unthinkable, I finally picked up my brush and did some art.
I didn't complete it, well nevermind bout that I'll just continue tonight, was too lazy after an hour of painting.

How I wish time could freeze
Night is coming soon and I hate it.
I don't wanna sleep 
I don't want to cry myself to sleep again. 
This happened every night.
Couldn't remember when was the last time I went to bed peacefully.
Even though I tried to nap as long as I can during the afternoon, I would still end up sleepy at night.
I really wish that I could just stop thinking about everything.
Sick of being lonely, getting ditched by you guys.
You're all always MIA, leaving me alone at home
I'm surprise that I still remember how to talk haha..