Please... let's not quarrel again.. I can't handle this.. I'm tired..really tired..I can't handle quarreling anymore..

God.. I just can't stop my tears from rolling down..I miss you so so much.. I miss our moments together..

Everytime, everyday, my heart hurts like hell.. 

Bloggie..why can't everything be okay for me? It's like the time when I pushed her away again... it's like the time when he dumped me..it's like the history is repeating itself again..I could feel the pain eating me alive, hurting me again and again....

Bloggie..if only you're a person.. if only you're right next to me.. I'll hug you so tight and cry all night... how bad do I want to pour my feelings out to someone..how I wish I can ease the pain I'm feeling..

...I'm going to cry you a river soon..my tears are like fountains with emotions so strong.. So strong that it could wash everything away but then bring them back to the start again. It's a circle that nobody but me could change...

Without you I'm nothing but an empty shell.. I've been broke...once...twice.. I can't handle another one..

It took me years to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and months to fix them right...please..without you, I feel really broke, like a half of a whole..

Nobody understands how I feel. Nobody knows what I've been through. Nobody knows how much I love and how hard to let go..

Before you came into my life, memories of him haunt me every night.. I would wake up crying..I couldn't risk myself thinking of him..you are the one who taught me to love again.. because of you, i could finally let him go.. 

I can't lose you.. you make my life brighter and filled them with colours..youre so important to me that without you, there won't be a me of now..

You changed me. You changed my life.. not a million words could I thank you for this.. You're everything I need and the only person I want..I'm sorry for what I did.. for everything.. I just hope that you can forgive me...for all my wrong doings..

I love you..